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2013 Year In Review

Status: Do you know how hard it is to write end of the year post? SO SO HARD. Song: In My Life by The Beatles. I just have a lot of feelings about this song. _______________________________________________________________
Every year I make this obligatory post which is one of the few things I did before starting my study week.

For last year post, refer here and here.

2013 has been putting me on a roller coaster ride. There were so many high ups and down lows.
It has made me a bit indecisive which you will see in the list below because HOW DO YOU CHOOSE.

Best Day of 2013 I can't really pinpoint which is the BEST day but the only day I remember so often is probably the day the Guy who inspire me to sprout all the Taylor Swift lyrics in the previous post. It was such a fun day. I hung out with different people and met new people.

Most Important Loss Of 2013 My late Grandmother. I still miss her.
Sometimes, I went through my daily routine then saw or heard something that reminded me of…

The Kids Are Not Alright

Status: So, I've updated my formspring to which is you can ask me anything or any idea on this dead blog of mine.
Song: Thiskidsnotalright by Awolnation. (Um. Not suitable song for kids.)

If you've gotten to know me, you might know that I am not the biggest 'LET'S HAVE 10 KIDS :D :D' fan.

I shuddered inwardly at this mere of thought.

One of the people I avoided from socializing the most is probably pregnant women. Pregnant woman scares the shit out of me. They're hormonally imbalance and huge.

I don't even find babies cute. I don't melt into puddle and go 'AWW' like most of my girlfriends.

Something is obviously wrong with me.
Few months ago, Astro had this 'free channels for all' promotion. One of the channels happened to be for expecting mothers.

Which is currently my least favourite channel on tv after Golf Channel.

My mom, the woman who talked about how a doct…

It Was Enchanting To Meet You

Status: I can finally relate to Taylor Swift's songs.
Song: Enchanted by Taylor Swift and all the other Taylor Swift songs.

I know looks can be deceiving
But I know I saw a light in you
As we walked, we were talking 
I didn't say half the things I wanted to
- Taylor Swift, Hey Stephen (My favourite TSwizzle song) 
I am utterly depressed and wrecked. 
For all the wrong reason.

The only thing that could make me smile or laugh is anything related to this guy.

You know. There should be a psychological disorder for this kind of thing I'm going through.

Is this what thoseew-gross-I-think-I-just-vomit-in-my-mouth couples feel like when they see each other? 

Because holy shit, I don't think I want to get married if I have to be depressed everytime I don't get to see my man.

Yes. The rumor is true. I finally have a really-I-swear-to-God real crush.

Next mission on becoming a woman: find myself a…

Social Network Without Jesse Eisenberg, Spiderman, and The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo.

Status: What kind of human are you? Take this quiz.
Song: Internet Killed The Video Stars by The Limousines

This post is dedicated to the 5 years I had with Facebook You may looked stupid with stupid strangers filling up my timeline but you are a tool, a vital one.

Ah. Social network. Who doesn't have at least an account in social networks? - Ron Swanson that is.

Now, I promise you people that I will make a whole list of social networks that I used to have. Because I'm that sociable. (See how the words are italicized? I'm being sarcastic.)

Today, I'm just gonna be narcissistic as I stumbled upon this website that can track all my activities on Facebook. Also, it's because I'm procrastinating and avoiding from doing my assignments and jobs.

I'm not saying this is funny but all of these statuses is my favourite kind because back then, people loved to comment on my status instead of liking my status…


Status: My subconcious is angry at everyone I love.
Song: Burn by Ellie Goulding.

This holiday has been pure unproductive. I'm two days away from going back to UM and I haven't done anything I want to do.

This post took me 4 days to actually type it out instead of thinking about it while I'm in bed or in shower.

All of the ideas I have seem to have the same theme; friendship. So I'm going to have all of them in one post. It's messy and all over the place. But it is the thoughts that have been haunting me for the past few weeks.

I see the look on people's face. I can see what they're thinking.
I hate it.

It's the look that says,'How can you be friends with her?'
'She doesn't talk as much as you do.'
'She doesn't greet anyone who pass her by.'
'She doesn't smile to anyone.'
'She acts as if we don't exist.'
'She sounds like a weird person on T…

I'd Walk A 1000 Miles Just To See You Tonight PART 2

Status: Maybe Krubong is my Vienna.
Song: Vienna by Billy Joel.

It was like a punch to my gut today.

The song, Balik Kampung , no longer excites me but fills me with sorrowness and the yearning to actually balik kampung.

The day my grandmother passed away, it might as well be the day I could probably lose my kampung.

Something that never crosses my mind before this. I always take my kampung for granted.

During the last night in Krubong, we had a deep heartfelt conversation about our memories in Krubong.


The place I used to be not so eager to go to. You could see my disdain days during myRaya post.

There was no Internet, no Astro and GPRS level of cellphone signal.

Everytime my Dad said we're going back to Malacca, we would groaned in frustration. The inevitable of boredom.

However, I didn't realize that one day I won't celebrate Raya in Krubong and that day is here.

I remember fondly of the day Sa…

I'd Walk a 1000 miles If I Could Just See You Tonight (Nek, I miss you) Part 1

Status: *shakes head* *stares* and I need you. *shakes head* *stares* and I miss you.

I'm trying to make this post as light-hearted as possible because I know Anis will make it a 1000 times sadder. 
Before I get into the serious and sad stuff, I like to say something about this song, Vanessa Carlton's A Thousand Miles.
This song is one of those 'OH-SHIT-THIS-SONG-IS-MY-JAM' and we started singing loudly while reenacting a scene from the White Chicks whenever it comes on radio.
So, I would like to share this mix with you guys who are coping with stress, sad stuff or you're on your way to kampung today. Because it got Billy Joel's Piano Man in the mix and I want to be on my way to Malacca all over again. 
Fucking sing along from mermaidsummer on 8tracks Radio.


Misheard Lyrics

Status: Haha. Look at my blog some more.
Song: The Wire by Haim. I listen to this song whenever I walk to class. It beats to my steps, I love love love that.

I don't know how it happened but somehow, some way, I am going to be a blogger for my Pharmacy Society website. I'm still mulling at how I'm going to deal with this new 'responsibility'. It's either 'HA HA fuck this shit I'm going to write as awful as I can while being sassy about it' or 'I'm going to be adult and mature about this by writing it like I write for exams.' way

I once wrote an essay titled,' About Myself' where I was really excited about it at first and then I realized a teacher was going to read my essay. So, I pussied out and wrote the standard way of writing exam essays.

My English teacher then told me,'You had an entertaining introduction but it ended not as spectacular as it started.'