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Things That I Can't

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Status: Still mourning.
Song: Movin' Away by Morning Jacket.
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Sometimes, I feel like I'm the worst person ever existed in this planet.
Which is all kinds of wrong.
Because I'm nice and kind and rainbows and stuff.

But Banting make you feel like that.
Suddenly, BAM. You not good enough to be in Banting.
Which leads me being all defensive.

Which leads to me being FUCK THIS SHIT. I'M BETTER THAN BANTING.

Which leads me being-. In nicer term, a bitch.

If I want to be a bitch, I can be a bitch.
I don't feel bad about it. Because some people deserve it.

It hasn't even reached a year, I already have an irrational hate on certain group of people.

Maybe it's because I'm apolitical except for Pak Lah. Because he's the most awesome looking PM we ever get. No. It's not a fetish.

Politic is nonsense. But it is also drama. Like all those trashy tv show. Keeping Up With Kardashians, Jersey Shore, and American…

Desparing Over Waiting For A Month

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Status: How CAN THEY DO THIS TO ME?
Song: Just Impolite by Plushgun.
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I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE THEY POSTPONE THE NEW EPISODE TILL MARCH 16th.
LIKE HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LIVE FOR ANOTHER MONTH. I'M NOT BLOODY CHRISTINA PERRI.
I CANNOT WAIT FOR A THOUSAND YEARS DAMNIT.

And then my favourite comm in LJ is shutting down. HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO KEEP UPDATED ABOUT THINGS THAT MATTERS TO ME?

I don't wanna watch this show alone. It's depressing. That comm was like my friends. 5300 of them.

Sniff. Remember when I used to tell myself that every weekend I am going to a party?
It's a party in this comm.
Remember when I used to have awesome gifs before I discovered Tumblr?
I took it from there.
Remember when I used to laugh silently alone?
This comm was the cause of it.
GROSS SOBBING.
I HATE MY LIFE. I am going to sulk for the rest of the month.

2012. Shittiest year for the Internet.

Social Networking Websites

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Status: Get out of my head shirtless Dean!
Song: Young Folks cover by The Kooks.
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Remember when there was only Myspace and Friendster?

I remember asking my friend about Myspace.

Me: Where is Myspace?
Friend: Oh. It's not actually a place. It's a website where you can add friends.


I was really slow when it comes to social networking website. Whatever happened to those websites anyway?

There's just too many social networking sites. I even wrote an essay about it too.

As of right now, I am actively using Facebook, Twitter and Tumblr.

FACEBOOK

I frequently use Facebook but I don't stay there.

Log in.  2 minutes later. Log out.
It has become a habit of mine. I just scroll down the page just to see if everyone is still alive and not depressed.

I don't really post status that is sensational and OMFG-worthy on Facebook.
Mainly because there's adults and friends that I rather die than showing my inner true ugly colours.

United Noise of Fishing

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Status: UNF.
Song: You Shook Me ALLLLLLLLLL NIGHTTTT LONGG by ACDC
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You know what makes a good episode these days?
Have a love scene with awesome background music.

IF I THOUGHT JENSEN IN 40's clothes isn't MINDBLOWING enough, this episode seals the deal.

I MEAN COME ON.



There are so many feelings I am going through. It's been awhile seeing shirtless Dean. It's not like Dean flirts with ladies anymore. The last kiss he received was from a 60 years old lady.


I would like to make a video with just this scene.

I love this Amazon lady so much. She was so bad-ass even in bed. UGH. LOOK AT HOW AGGRESSIVE SHE IS. So much female power that I could weep.














Aunt Jenna, you're doing it right. 
Yes. Cas' handprint is gone but Dean is shirtless. That makes up for it.

And they even mention Cas in the end. I am happy.

4 more episodes until episode 17. Where Cas comes back and has amnesia. There will be a lot of manpa…