Showing posts from 2012

People That Made My 2012

Status: Because Anis' post had me wishing my end of the year post would actually be more personal.
Song: Ho Hey by The Lumineers.

I'm going to flunk all my exams because here I am making a bloody post 5 days before an exam.

And I don't feel anything.
I think there is going to be a time when I'm just gonna become an average student because maybe in future, I have given up on my career path.

Maybe this is it for me. No more scoring high marks because what is the point of scoring high marks?

Let's not think about my late-teen crisis I'm going through.

This year is all about changing.

I lose some people.
I gain some people.
I lose few cats. I gain few cats. I lose a fandom. I gain a new one.
It's the circle of life.

This year is significant to me because in terms of what is really going on in my life, a lot have changed.

Of Losing Great People. I had this …

2012 Year In Review

Status: 2013, BRING. IT. ON.
Song: I Wanna Hold Your Hand (The Beatles) cover by Ortopilot

Remember like a year ago, I made thispost?
It feels like just yesterday I made that post.

Now, here I am making another similar (or not) post.
I promise it won't be too angsty. This is just another attempt of me procrastinating my revision because my finals are near.

Best Fangirl Moment Basically, everything that happened in Comic-Con. 
I was up at 3am on Twitter so I could know the latest news from the con.
It was crazy and probably a bit lonely to be awake at 3am only to be facing your laptop. But I like my life choices.

Best Movie Of 2012 UM. SKYFALL. DUH. This movie just changed my perspective of Bond completely. He's not a killer machine, he's a damaged human being.


Best Song Of 2012
Yes. I know what you're thinking. This song of the year needs to be Gangnam Style.  I…

Let Me Piss On Your Grave

I was going to make this a very teary-eyed adieu post to Gossip Girl the tv show. BUT NOW. All I want to do is write a post that basically screams, 'Don't let the door hits your ass, fucker.'

I don't know how you can get worse than this.
They're (the writers) obviously see this as a challenge and make it worse than it already is.

Here I was, 2 days ago, planning to watch all the Gossip Girl episodes during my break next year.

Not. Anymore.

I just have a lot of feelings with the way they destroy one of my favourite all-time character, Blair Waldorf.

Remember when she used to say one of the best 'OH SNAP' lines like, "I always knew you were a whore, I never took you for a liar too."

One of the best review I've read pointed out the same thing I'm so frustrated about with Blair.

Blair and Chuck remained married and they had a little boy named Henry who looked like the doll from “Child’s Play.” Nobody mentioned how many times Chuck had been arr…

I Can't Deal With Your Face Mr. Craig

Status: Because I felt like I need to write more about Skyfall.
Song: You Sexy Thing by Hot Chocolate.

This could be my last post before the holiday ends and I'm writing about how hot Daniel Craig is. My life what is.

I will hide the rest of this post because it's sort of obscene in a way that I do not want kids below 16 or any prude person reading it and goes like, "WHO ARE YOU?" to me.

Judgmental person or holier-than-thou person can get out, please.

It's Not Gay If He's Bond

Status: James Dean or James Bond? I like my James.
Song: 5 Years Time by Noah and The Whale.

I am still butthurt over the fact that my dearest twitter follower, Anis named her album of our annual outing, "Berjimbajimba Bersama BondGay."

Apparently, they were perplexed and threaten by my announcement of me liking Daniel Craig.

We had conversation that went like,
Me: Ah. I forgot to tell you guys, him and me? We're kind of married. No insult about my husband.

The girls: He looked gay.

James Bond got shot. - OOPS SPOILER -

Girls: Ooh. Movie ended already?


Girls: Hey, now you're a widow.

I'm not going to explain why this Bond movie is better than the last movie which I watched with my guys friends 4 years ago.

But let me list you down why it's awesome:

That shower scene. This is why I watch Bond movies.SUITS. No one look…

Of The Flaw In Me

Song: I Found You by The Wanted.

This is not a depressing post. I think we have had too many depressing feelings lately. So, I'm going to procrastinate the real post ( THE MOTHERFUCKING GOSSIP GIRL POST) I'm supposed to do and write this post instead.

This post came up while I was showering 5 minutes ago which is also most of where I get the ideas to blog.

I recently (by recent I meant, 3 months ago) subscribed to this 'vlogger' (who is not The Stranger On The Internet) who I found out is the man I wanna listen to him ramble all day.


By learning how to cook french fries, I learned how to deep fry food.

For the next few weeks, I'm going to deep fry everything.

Anyway, I was watching my new favorite YouTube person, Danisnotonfire for…

Dear Strangers

Status: Guess which movie title I put as my post title? If you guessed Dear John, you are absolutely correct.
Song: RIP by 3Oh!3

Remember the feeling you get when you had your first crush?
That flutter and giddiness feeling you felt in your stomach.
That your heart skipped a beat.
That breath you let out after holding it in when he/she passed by.

Ahh. It felt just like yesterday when I had my first crush.

Until today, I still believe that my first crush is the reason why I love Jensen Ackles so much.

That's because my first crush looked like Jensen sometimes.
The only difference between my first crush and Jensen Ackles is only one of them is a douchebag.

My first crush is the kind of guy your parents warned not to be friends with. Definitely not the type you want to date.

The reason I'm bringing up this topic is that someone in my university looked like my first crush and he walks like Jensen Ackles.

What are the …

50 Shades Of UM

Status: This title of the post is bound to happen, one way or another.
Song: Young and Stupid by Hedley.

It's been more than a month since I've updated this blog. Been busy adjusting my new life as a university student.

The reasons I'm updating are because Tumblr is down and That Stranger On The Internet uploaded new videos this week.(HOLYEDWARDCULLENHE'SSOCUTEAND PRETTYANDHOTANDPRETTYANDPRETTYANDFUNNYANDPRETTY)

So, I did this post as a parallel to my another post of my first few weeks in Banting.

It's an obligatory post. Bound to be done anyway. Might as well do it now. AND BONUS. MY REVIEW ON SUPERNATURAL SEASONGR8 PREMIERE.

In my honest honest opinion, my UM experience was at its' expectation. I had low expectation on the no 1 university in the country.

Because I can. 

And I never ever thought I will enrolled myself into UM back in high school.

Which is because most of my high school friends were eyei…


Status: I am weirdly freaking out over Teen Wolf's season finale this week. AACCCK. Song: White Blank Page by Mumford and Sons. Forever IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG because nothing hurts as much as listening to this song.

You know those stand out hashtags on Twitter where you tweet about it but somehow you feel like you need to explain yourself in more than 140 characters.

I had that a lot. I thought, heck, why don't I just list down my 10 Favourite Lyrics in random orders. This list definitely far different from the tweets I made.

Of course, I don't think this list is valid for years to come. I am indeed changeable after all.

1. White Blank Page by Mumford and Sons.

A white blank page and a swelling rage, rageYou did not think when you sent me to the brink, the brinkYou desired my attention but denied my affections, my affections

I love this song since the first time I listened to it. It had so much frustration and…

Of Eating Problemo.

Status: You are what you eat. Do I look like a hamburger to you?
Song: Cough Syrup by The Young Giants. 'Life's too short to even care at all.'

First of all, I don't really know if this post is going to be mildly depressing or hilariously stupidly bitchy. That's because I have like 2 other posts saved as drafts, waiting to be continued. One is surprisingly mature and the other is downright bitchy.

I don't know why people keep pointing out to me that I'm underweight.

I had this medical examination earlier, and the doctor was measuring my weight, height and was calculating my BMI.

According to my BMI, I am underweight with the amount of 16.1.

In my very honest opinion, BMI is like the most fucked up system that no one should rely on.

The BMI  was invented like hundreds years ago and people are like, 'This BMI is the only thing you should depend on. If it said you're overweight, YOU ARE OVERWE…

When I Have Kids

Song: Colors by Barcelona. She makes my heart screams colors.

I actually had 4 posts in mind that I want to blog about but never had the chance to. Until today. I'm going to choose one because each post is widely different with varied moods.

There are;

the post where I write down the shit my mom says.the post where I feel like I was born different AKA narcissism 2 cents on T-ara bullying rumor. Also K-Stew cheating saga, Nichkhun DUI.the post on my eating habits or disorder.

I probably won't post all of them because of reason.
Anyway, tonight I plan on talking about kids. My own kids. I had this idea while I was showering.
I know. 'WHUT? I thought you hate kids and never will have kids.'
Well, I still hate kids because they're alien to me. Although I don't have any motherly instinct of having kids right now, doesn't mean I …