Shitty Friends

Status: Just watched 50/50. It was good.
Song: Losing Your Memory by Ryan Star.

I love Joseph Gordon-Levitt. 50/50 was so moving and I cried a bit at some part. The awkward but cute thing between JGL and Anna Kendrick (Yeahh, she was on Twilight but all is forgiven when she is acting beside a guy like JGL.)

The first time I saw JGL was on 10 Things I Hate About You. It is still one of those unforgettable movies that I watched when I was a kid. Like Grease, The Breakfast Club, Toy Story, Scream.

Anyway, this movie isn't that depressed for a cancer-related movie, it was light-hearted and definitely make you feel good in a way. Kinda realized the important things in your life.

I definitely love when Katherine was holding Adam's hands while he was in the hospital bed. He said, "I'm peeing right now." And she just squeezed tighter. OHMYGOD, WHY ARE YOU GUYS SO ADORABLE?

In conclusion, it was one of the best movies I've watched this year. I cried, I laughed and I cried again. JGL, you did it again.
Dear My Imaginary Therapist,

I just feel a lot of things right now.
Feelings that I shouldn't be feeling at all.

I feel:-
  1. Anger.
  2. Disappointment.
  3. Pity.
  4. Sad.
  5. Betrayed.
  6. Pain.
  7. Envy.
  8. Depressed.
How can you feel all those 7 feelings at one time?

I just can't hold all these feelings.
The on-off pain in my stomach is killing me.
The throbbing pain in my finger.
The headache that is coming onto me if I don't get any sleep tonight.
That person using me and ditching me for his/her advantages. Is this how betrayed feel like? God, now I know how Castiel felt.
The disappointment I felt at how that person had become or had showed his/her true colour.
Pity at how that someone made someone I care about worried. 
Shaking My Pained Head at you, Mr. Person.
The sadness I felt for this fictional character in 50/50 hits way too close to home. 
Feeling like I'm the one with a cancer, and not being able to live a fulfilled life. 
All those depressing songs I download tonight is getting to me. 

On the bright side, I made a plan with my favourite cousins. We're gonna go have a kick out of Christmas holiday. I hope the plan works though. 

Crossing my finger for nothing to go wrong on that weekend.