It's Not That Simple, Mr. Simple.

Status: Happy and sad at the same time. WHAT AM I EVEN FEELING?
Song: Wonderwall by Oasis.
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OHMYGOSH, SUPER JUNIOR IS BACK BITCHES. BOW DOWN TO THE SUPERIOR.

I swear T-ara and Super Junior need to do a joint performance like right now.

That's right, Kyu. You're relevant now.

It was definitely better than Bonamana. I hate BONAMANA like nobody's business.
This song actually made me a huge fangirl of them.
I came back to PJ on Friday by myself just to watch them performing on Music Bank.

Yeah.. all that bus and trains I was riding were worth it.
They were fierce and officially back on my 'Relevant Things In MY Life' list.






Thank Gawd they didn't wear those awful horrible gay-stripper concept clothes. Because I would disown them like that no-name town that shall not be named.

SM, keep on saving that money of yours rather that spending it on SuJu's MV. Like seriously? It's that same effing set again. 3 YEARS IN A ROW YOU GUYS.




AS mucho I want to just flail my arms back and forth for Super Junior, I can't.
Another  Super favourite thing, Supernatural hasn't been nice to me.

First, they randomly decided to release a webisode of Ghostfacers featuring Castiel.











The 2009!Castiel aka the BAMF angel who smirked at Dean when Dean stabbed him. OH HOW I MISSED old!Cas. And he made the head tilt we all adored. OHMYGOSH, BEST VIDEO EVERRRR.

And then of course, the trenchcoat vs overcoat fiasco occured. THAT COAT WILL FOREVER BE THE TRENCHCOAT.

Because obviously Balthazar is the more fashionable one. 'You know the one in the dirty trenchcoat who's in love with you?'




Then, Misha Collins went to this event where he represented CW for that event thingy.


 He had an interview. The INTERVIEW and THAT JIM BEAVER'S (Bobbeh!!!) TWEET is making me rage and depressed.


The fans have also been wondering what this does to Dean and Cas’ relationship. You said that you were going to kind of miss the old Castiel — will you also miss that Dean dynamic? Do you think there will be something to replace it that’ll be equally as interesting? - Q
Yeah, I definitely do miss that dynamic. I have loved doing the intimate scenes with Dean or Jensen over the years the most. There’s something about that dynamic that just seems to work really well. And I’m sorry to see that go. And, I don’t know, part of me feels like it could have been given a little bit more juice. I don’t know that it got its just desserts. - Misha Collins



WHAT DOES THIS MEANS? DOES THIS MEANS WHAT I AM THINKING RIGHT NOW?

IS CASTIEL DEAD?


Please let that not be true lahhhhh... I told myself I stopped watching Supernatural if they killed him off in the second episode.

I just can't. Why bother build up his characterization for 3 years and then kill him off like he's just another guest on the show?

He's not. He's Castiel.

I am physically and emotionally attached to Misha Collins and Castiel. I'll go where ever he goes.


The sadder part was that Misha actually supports Destiel. He said he enjoyed the intimate scenes and it could have been more than that.

Ugh. I WILL FOREVER GO DOWN WITH THIS SHIP. LIKE THE REST OF PEOPLE I FOLLOW ON TUMBLR APPARENTLY.


Of course, I don't expect some of you to understand my love for this show and Castiel.

Because it's just a show. Life must goes on. 

But you don't understand. I am currently at my lowest point in my 18 years of life. I have never had this pathetic feeling for myself until where I am right now.

I'm just living to get through the next day. Every fucking single day.

The fact that Supernatural is the only thing I have left that has not leave my side ever since I am feeling this new feelings. It's not like I have friends or family by my side 24/7 right? Supernatural is the only thing I have.

It's the only thing I am holding on to right now. If this show disappoint me with Castiel's death, I don't know what I'll do.

I watch at least a video of Supernatural every time I wake up and before I sleep just to keep me going.

SO, yeah. Don't hate this show just because it has taken over my life.


Look at that, SuJu+SPN+depression post. 3-in-1.

I need  food.

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