Showing posts from January, 2011

Salt And Burn Your Ass Off

Status: I'm literally dying. Most probably in Jakarta.
Song: Visual Dream by SNSD. Song is stuck in my head and I don't even know what they are saying. Great.

I had a really crappy week. Like really shitty crappity crap week.

It is such a bad week. Probably the worst week I've had in years. This sucks.

First I had insomnia. I couldn't sleep until 4 AM like two days in a row. It didn't help when I've been watching 3 horror movies in a week. I ain't watching any horror movies for the next month.

Then, I had the theory test for the stupid driving license. It's not really that bad. I got 46/50. But I am so confused in those weird places they put me in. Whatever. I want this driving stuff to be over. I. DO. NOT. WANT. TO. DRIVE. Why won't you parents hear me out?

Of course, then I've been indeath-inducing pain since two days ago. It doesn't help my insomnia since this pain only occurs at night. T…

Dream A Little Dream Of Me

Status: It's like Inception. Cues in Inception song.
Song: Inception Theme Song.

Who doesn't love Inception? It makes you think. Inception is definitely the movie of 2010. Though I haven't watch Social Network. Such a bad Facebook user.

Anyway, I had the most bizarre dream last night. It involves Justin Bieber, Jensen Ackles, money, Maths and fugly Korean people.

Not weird at all.

It is kind of Inception. The first dream I had was about Justin Bieber. So effin weird. Who the hell besides Beliebers have Justin Bieber in their dream? Apparently, me. Maybe it has something to do with the show I saw yesterday. Bieber walked into a glass door and got caught by a paparazzi? Yeah. It's hilarious.

Anyway, I did not take part in this dream. It is me observing Justin's personal life. It's like I'm frickin paparazzi.

Justin Bieber is a noona-whore. At least in my dream. I think he&…

No Stress, Just Tell Him To The Left.

Status: Sometimes. I want to go 'Back To December'.
Song: No Bravery by James Blunt.

And I see no bravery,
No bravery in your eyes anymore.
Only sadness.

Have you ever had those feelings? Those feelings where your heart hurts. Your head hurts too. Maybe tears threaten to roll down on your cheeks. Maybe you just want to scream out of frustration. Or maybe you just want to hurt someone. Or just throw stuff against the wall. I bet you did. 
I think it is called stress. But then again I never paid attention in PE when teacher taught this subject. Whatever.
Each people handle stress in their own way. I've been under huge amount of stress lately. Kind of the reason why I hate early part of the year. Boo, January and February.
These stress prompted me to write a post of how I handle my stress. The Good Way and The Bad Way. It's time for... My Ways To Reduce Stress. Theme song: Leavin' by Jesse McCartney. Mostly because there…

Parent Trap Way

Status: There is no connection anymore.
Song: Hold It Against Me by Britney Spears. HEY. Over There.

I've been trying to get a stable internet connection for days now. My Internet is not stable at all.

You thought living in a high-tech city will has at least an awesome connection but noooooo. Screw this internet connection.

I am soo excited that I am going to tell you guys about some spoilers for Supernatural.

I didn't know if this could be the worst or best thing that ever happened in Season 6. Castiel has a loyal angel friend, Rachel. LOL. What? That's thebest angelic name they could come up with?

Yes, it's a female vessel angel. I think. Wait, isn't angel asexual? Hmm.

I hope this Rachel angel will at least be a good friend to Cas because Dean and Sam haven't been nice to him. Boo, Winchesters and your angst drama.

I really hope they are going to explore this Civil Wars Angel plot as oppose to Soule…

I Go Dumb, Dumb.

Status: KARA is what? WHUT?
Song: Booty Call by Kesha.

Dude, I don't believe this.

Last night, my internet connection is gilagila, micheomicheobaby, craycray. Since Monday.

Therefore I can't go online. Just tonight I am able to surf the web.

I was itching to update my blog, so I went and wrote the draft in Word.

It was dumb of me. So, dumb,dumb.

After like typing for like half an hour, (it was that long) I went to the bathroom.

I actually thought I saved the draft before I went to the bathroom.

After brushing my teeth, I went back to my computer and just press the'X' button.

It's stupid really, the effin stupid. The box appeared and I just pressed 'No' without even reading it.

Then, when I searched the document, it was nowhere to be found.

I was like NOOOOOOOOO.. All my hard work. All those precious words I typed.

This is just a post of me telling myself don't do these kind of dumb action a…

Wild Wild West Texas

Status: Who watch Golden Globe anymore?
Song: Always by Saliva.

I think I will be updating my blog more regularly though. So many free time to blog.

I tried spending my time with reading but I hated all the characters except the narrator in that book which is surprising. The book is called 'Once Was Lost' by Sara Zarr.

I was a big fan of her first novel, Story Of A Girl. It was dark, and gloomy story. It was like the main character had no bright future for her. It was depressing but I adore the story.

But Once Was Lost is annoying. Maybe because I'm not that religious and the book is about faith. It was annoying how dramatic and fake the characters are. I couldn't stand it. It was so fake. However I'm going to read until the end anyway.

This news deserved a post.

When I thought Supernatural is not making any sense to me right now, there goes these spoilers I heard from the SFCON. Why am I here in Malaysia when I could…

It Is Time To Say Goodbye

Status: Driving school is such a bore.
Song: Wae?! (KEEP YOUR HEAD DOWN) by TVXQ! Because it is such an awesome song.

I am probably one of those people who hates driving. I like to be drove by someone instead of driving it.

Less stress. But here I am, sore after sitting for more than 5 hours in a cramped classroom that doesn't even certified to be a classroom. Just saying.

Then there are few people I know. I felt like saying, "What is up?" in a cool manner. Like "'Sup?"

But I didn't because I wasn't expecting them to be there. It was like, WHOA. I know you. I'm just gonna wave and smile at you because I'm too shocked for words. Like literally.

It was a huge mess down there. Yes, I am going to call it 'down there'. Everything is chaotic and I hate chaotic. Especially if I'm not a part of that'chaotic'.

I am going to be honest here. This is totally going to be huge ne…

I Write You Up

Status: I am not ready to drive!!
Song: Booty Call by Kesha.

Earlier this morning, like really early in the morning, 1:30am, I stayed up until 3:00am for My Bloody Valentine.

FINALLY. I have watched the movie and be a proud Jensen Ackles fan. Oh Gosh, Jensen Ackles is hot in it, even though he is the crazy, delusional killer. Thank Gawd, they didn't kill his character.

It is so not his fault he is crazy, I would too if I were him.

You know who should die and not have a stupid happy ending? That stupid friggin sheriff Axel. He's cheating and he's jealous when he saw Jensen Ackles ImeanTomHanniger talking to his wife.

He doesn't even have a right to be jealous scumbag. Huff. Stupid movie be stupid.Flawless Jensen Ackles ALWAYS be flawless. 

Most of the time, I was online searching about the movie using the PSP and texting Aida <I kinda force her to watch with me>. I didn't exactly watched the movie unles…

You Just Need To Hush Now.

Status: Bored and stuck with kids. I am going crazy and depressed.
Song: Love Me Dead by LUDO. I miss this song so much. ~love me cancerously~

I am definitely addicted to finding new songs or videos everyday. My life feels incomplete without it.

This totally means I am in need of a job. And my mom is talking me into some lame English class. As if I couldn't speak English.

I can, by the way, just that I get easily tangled up with my tongue. It is the same with speaking Malay. I would like to blame the family for speaking Malay all the time.Hello?

The people who I grew up with me hardly speaks English and now they're forcing me to speak?

This family, I tell you, is giving extra depressed stimulants to me. Not that I needed any of it. I am depressed. My schoolmates are either going to college, PLKN, deferring PLKN by going to college or working. Here I am, not doing anything. It was awesome at first but then it got kind of bo…

300th Post.

Status: 300 already? Ohmigosh.
Song: I'm In Here by Sia.

On my 300th post, I want to clear up about something.I am going to try and make it light post.

There is a reason why I made my blog simple with basic colours and small images at the side of the blog. Everything I put up here, pictures, GIFs, lyrics and music is for reasons.

I honestly don't think people who actually read my blog understands or even know there is such as reasons.

Which kind of sucks, obviously, you are dense. Yeah, unfollow me if you are offended.

My aim at first, when I made this blog and created this persona, Akirasez is because I waswell,bored.

I was suggested by a guy who is a friend of mine to make this blog. He was impressed by my so-called 'Burn Book'. {Burn Book is a book where you bitch about somebody. Based on the movie, 'Mean Girls'.}

When actually, it was my journal at that time before 'someone' took it and made it…

Bad Ass Mother Effer.

Status: Touch-touch-touching on my, while I'm touching on yours..
Song: Touchin' On My by 3Oh!3

For Teenagers and Older ONLY, Oh-KAY?!I'm WARNING THOUGH.

Did you ever listen to a song and think to yourself that the song is such a bad ass song or plain douche' song?

3Oh!3's songs are full of that, apparently. Their album is so fun to listen.

So far, my favourite song of the Streets Of Gold album is Touchin' On My.

I am still trying to figure out this new Post Editor. So much changes.There's like a frickin Highlighter tool here.
Girl I gotta go, I’m finished with the show
If you wanna *beep* me, I won’t say no
T-t-t-touchin on my *beep*
While I’m touchin on your *beep*
You know that we are gonna *beep*
Cause I don’t give a *beep*

I can’t get you outta my mind

With the way you walk
The way you walk
Baby you should be a sign
The way you make me stop

Girl you know I want you, want you, want you now
You know…

The Kids Are Alright, Assbutt.


Status: Why do I end up liking the less important guy? What IS LIFE?
Song: Broken Arrows by Pixie Lott. This song makes me cry. :(

And you're sitting in the front row,
Wanna be first in line,
Sitting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go.
-Broken Arrows by Pixie Lott-

Reading back, I think I may have gone overboard with the Irrational Hate post. I was feeling angry that day and I may have let my emotion get the best of my blog apparently.

That's what you get for waking up on the wrong side of the bed. If YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. ;D

I'll try to be a little less bitch and a little more awesome, a-o-kay?

I am happy to see some people posting up their irrational hate. I like your point of view. I can see why you see them not likeable. Glad you have time to blog it. Check out their Irrational Hate: Sara's andAnis'.

On today's topic, I am …