Showing posts from December, 2009

Miracle, Life Couldn't Get Better

Status: Life sucks so much right now.
Song: Lies by Big Bang.

I'm so sorry, but I love you.


Maybe I'll see you, so I wear the clothes you bought me
Cut my hair short the way you liked it
To walk the road I walked with you
I walk around the long way, thinking maybe you'll be there
I kept my old phone number
Maybe you'll try to find me again, my house still the same
In my mini-hompy, the songs we used to listen together
Maybe you'll see me, maybe you'll come back
-Time To Love by T-Ara & Supernova-

You know the feeling of hopelessness, angry,sad and depressed. It is one of the worst feelings you could feel.

I'm not sure why but when I thought life couldn't get any worse, I turned to fanfiction and stories.

I don't know why but maybe it's because they give you something to believe in even if it only for few minutes. Some story could make you go 'aww..', some could make you…

Of 2009

Status: Last day of 2009. Seriously?
Song: Time To Love by T-ara & Supernova.

It's about time I do this.

Best boy band of 2009: Super Junior~. Hwaiting.

Best Girl Group of 2009: SNSD.

Because SNSD is one of the main 4 artists that got me into K-Pop fandom. They were so effin' amazing in Gee and Genie that so proved the antis that So Nyuh Shi Dae is not SoShit. Even Todd have Yuri as wallpaper on his phone. They're pretty hot.

Least Favourite Boy Band of 2009: DBSK

Okay, before you Cassiopeias kill me, let me say something, I don't hate DBSK. Come on, they have some really good songs. It's just that Cassies scares me. The Chinese Cassiopeia is suing SM even though it's the members that do not want to perform the concert. And they even warn SM on a Korean newspaper.

The Japanese Cassiopeia donated about 54000 USD to put up an advertisement on a Korean newspaper. So far, they have donated about 20000 USD. Now, that's…

It's 1 o'clock in the morning.

What would you do if you're high on chocolate and it's 1 in the morning?

This what we would do.

Apparently, they hadn't said anything about not posting on the blog. Ha.

WHAT?! Sorry, Sorry and Super Girl? Two videos?!
Because I can.

You Can Stand Under My Umbrella, La Roux

Status: Wish to see you again, Cyberlodge.
Song: Hard But Easy by Luna & Krystal

I'm sure ya'll know La Roux. You'd know, the weird girl with a weird hair and weird annoying songs. Yeah, the La Roux.

I'm not sure why, but La Roux seems to be our inside joke.

It all started when we overheard Todd and his little friend conversation about La Roux.

"Weyy, die nie laki ke pompuan?"

"Ntah, pondan kot."

It was the most genius conclusion ever.

Anyway, back to the story, on the last night at Cyberlodge, Todd and his little friend moved into our room.

So, chaos sure to be ensued. One of them is locking Todd inside the bathroom with no lights on.

We were making ghost noises when suddenly La Roux's song is on tv.

Todd suddenly screamed in horror,"Omigod!! It's La Roux!! "

"There's La Roux in the bath tub!"

We also blamed everything on La Roux since that incident.

"I think La Roux stole my glasses.&…

1:59 PM

It's time for a change.

Well, for ahwhile.

Unless the crisis is officially over, this is how my blog will looked like. I don't care what you are going to say about it. This is how the blog will looked like from now.

No more salt and pepper header.

I still don't know how to use Photoshop. So, I used my Sony Vegas Pro 9 to do the header.

Currently listening to Stand By U by DBSK. I stand by Super Junior.

Jingle Bell Rock

Status: Best Music Bank Ever.
Song: Gee by SNSD. EhMaGawd, they rule the K-Chart on Music Bank.

I've been updating Super Junior's issue more than updating on my current state of life. Not that my life is so boring and dull. Just that, Super Junior is on the verge of losing HANGKYUNG, for fish sake.

And, only God knows how it kills me and other ELFs to see them performing in that kind of state. I couldn't bring myself to watch Sorry, Sorry performance on WBS Welfare Sharing Concert yesterday.

'Let's Not' was even worse. Yesung and Kyuhyun looked so unhappy. I'm definitely sure that Yesung is trying his hard not to cry because I could see him cringed every time his voice cracked. It was heartbreaking.

However, today's performance is definitely better. Though, I could feel the loneliness when there were a part where Kangin, Hankyung and Kyuhyun supposed to sing but there were only Kyuhyun. So sad.

There were so many SMtown…

Awesome Christmas, Santa.

Status: A day before Christmas, and you're giving this pile load of shit.
Song: Gee by SNSD. The Christmas Version.
ELF will not be happy about this. Seriously. SM better clean up this mess.

Holy Crap, there's a rumor speculating that not only Hangeng is suing SM but, Angel Teuk, Dancing Machine Eunhyuk, Daddy Kangin, YESUNG, and FISHY HAE are also suing SM.

Teukie?! I thought he loves SM so much.

Not suprised Yesung is on the list, he's like the unappreciated member in Super Junior.

Eunhyuk must been influenced by his BFF, Xiah Junsu.

Well, from what I've heard. All these member seem to have a good solid future.

Hankyung is huge in China. So, if he leaves, there won't be any problem.

Teuk, Eunhyuk, and Kangin can still MCing and DJing.

Donghae is technically one of the most popular member in Super Junior. Maybe he could go solo or modelling??

Well, Yesung? Someone said he would like to break into Christian Music. Haha. Frickin'…

Results, Results.

Status: IZ hoping Super Junior can still perform. Miss them SFM.
Song: Kissing You by SNSD. Dodododo, kissing you baby. Donghae~~

I just realized that PMR results is out tomorrow. I think.

Haha, that reminds me the time I was waiting for the PMR results. I was already preparing a playlist in case I didn't get straight A's.

One of the songs in the playlist is:
Move Along by All American RejectsScream by Zac Efron (HSM). Seriously.
Bet On It by Zac Efron. Haha. Yes. I just love HSM songs.Stand Still Look Pretty by The Wreckers.Nobody's Home by Avril Lavigne.But, if I were to get my PMR result tomorrow, most of the songs in the playlist are going to be in Korean.

Anyway, I still remember the days before PMR results are out. I was hoping that the day would never come. When it did, I didn't want to take the results. Because seriously, I really screwed up my History, Agama and BM paper. I didn't memorize the Surah or Hadis. I didn'…

It's hurts. Really.

I'm not sure if I can handle listening to Super Junior's songs anymore. Not after all this drama.

Am trying to divert my attention by watching Korean drama, Taming Of The Heir. It's a great drama to watch.

Am trying to find other weird and lovable band like Super Junior. MBLAQ!

Why Hankyung? Why not Kibum? I'm not suprised if Kibum wants to terminate his contract. He's been MIA for so long.

Ughhhhh.... my ELF heart can't take this anymore..

Stay strong Teukie, Donghae, Kyuhyun, Yesung, Eunhyuk, Sungmin, Heechul, Shindong, Kangin, Kibum, Siwon, Ryeowook, Zhou Mi, and Henry.

Ahh.. I promised I will love Zhou Mi with all my heart if Super Junior isn't breaking up or Hankyung leaving Super Junior.

Does this mean no Super Junior on Christmas?
No SUPER JUNIOR on New Year's Eve??

This just IN. The reason why Hankyung is terminating the contract has been revealed.

Hankyung, Super Junior's only Chinese member in the 13 member group, has filed a lawsuit against the…

Turn Back The Time

Uh-oh. This is BAD. Kyuhyun posted something on his already dead Cyworld (Something like a blog). Quote: Even a beast don't bite the hand that feeds one... I can not understand...

This isn't like Kyuhyun style of writing. He seemed pissed.

Yes, the entry is hidden right now. Shit. This could not happen. Not to my SUPER JUNIOR. They're the first singers that ever made into my Top 10 hot guys. They can't be breaking up right??

Third post of the day. Ugh. Will update soon.

EDIT: Ugh. Now, some of the E.L.F. are bashing my Kyu. Great. And you thought, those fans will keep supporting them rather than bashing them. Gah!! This dramarama is killing me!

Uniquely Singapore vs. Malaysia Truly Asia?!

Status: No Super Junior??
Song: A song Calling For You by SS501.

Singapore was okay. Some part of it anyway. But, Singapore still remind me of the FT Island's SeungHyun got his hair pulled by a fangirl from Singapore. That Bitch.

To tell you the truth, I feel really poor in Singapore. And me do not like the feeling. So, tomorrow. Prepare for tons of shopping.

2009, GTFO.

Status: When will 2009 ends???
Song: Bo Peep Bo Peep by T-Ara. Is addicting.

Just as I was dancing happily to Bo Peep when I sawSHINee dancing to the song, I came across THIS. Seriously?! 2010 is like 10 days away. I knew 2009 is going to end in a BANG. But so did not expecting this. Let's list all the stuff that happened in 2009.

2PM's Jaebum leaving the band. Saddest. Thing. Ever. Listen to my heartbeat~~Super Junior's Kangin banned from performing and going out in public by SM because of his DUI case. WHUT?!
Micheal Jackson RIP.TVXQ/DBSK/Tohoshinki's Yoochun, Jaejoong, and Junsu going against SM which still leaves us wondering, Is DBSK/TVXQ/Tohoshinki ever going to be together again?What does Kim Hyun Joong, Jo Kwon, Onew, Jonghyun, Taemin, Amber, Sulli, Krystal, Joon, Thunder, WheeSung and Lee Seunggi have in common? H1N1, swine flu, of COURSE!
Big Bang's G-Dragon solo concert controversy that is still on going. Some says t…

I Love You, Fish.

Status: SNSD biased much?! Where's SuJu???
Song: JoJo by SHINee. Because they're so mature.
Yay. Donghae got a new haircut. The old hairstyle we all love, love, and love SFM. No more antiHae. I was totally hating the antiHae phase when he was so cute and innocent all the time.

Am going to Singapore this Friday.

Am going bowling at Alamanda next Tuesday.

Am going to Cyberjaya by the end of the year.

Why do Aria and Jenny always stare at me when Zhou Mi is on tv?

I was silently singing along when I realized they just stared at me. "What?"

"Nothing. Just that we just have a need to stare at you when Zhou Mi is on tv."

I don't hate Zhou Mi. I just don't like those weird people who always make some weird rumors about my Kyuhyun and Zhou Mi (Qmi.). Just because Zhou Mi is Kyuhyun's translator (which happened to include whispering into each other ears) doesn't mean they're sweet talking to each other.


Just Haven't Met You Yet

Status: Donghae is so lovable even though his hair is so so fugly.
Song: JoJo by SHINee. Why so mature, SHINee??

I just realized something significant today. I haven't written anything about me lately. It's all about K Pop lately. I mean, come awn.

Who wouldn't say yes to this?

So, anyway, most people know by now that I always somehow got rumors circulating about my non-existent love life.

I'm not sure how, but few months ago, I accidentally added one of Aria's cousin. He was on the people you may know list. Apparently, his name is the same as SP or Dan's name.

I have this really hyperactive, over dramatic friend who always told me that the guy who sat behind me has a crush on me. Cute. Without the 'e'.

So, to make it go away, and trying my hard to save my friendship with the guy behind me, I lied to the over dramatic guy that I like someone else.

The first name that popped up in my head was Dan's name. I know. I c…

They Won!

Status: I'm still in love with you after all.
Song: JoJo by SHINee. I love them.

Gahh.. There is so many things happened in two days.

First, Super Junior won Disk Bon Sang, Samsung YEPP popularity award and Daesang (Which is like the main award of the night).

SNSD won Digital Daesang.

SHINee wonPopularity Award.

2PM wonBest Album.

Wow, this is like SMent. biased. So effing happy. They really deserved it. I was really touched when Heechul was hugging Taeyeon. Then, I saw Eunhyuk hugged Donghae. Aww.. EunHae.

I think I saw Sungmin danced with Sunny. Hehe.

But, Donghae and gasp. Kyuhyun hair is so fugly. I can't bear to watch the performance. Kyuhyun is bang-less. DO NOT WANT.
Donghae baby, please get a haircut. Only Heechul can pull off the long hair.

I was totally going anti on Kyuhyun and Donghae until I saw this.

They were so hawt. Donghae with the dance and Kyuhyun with his oh-so-cool voice.

Then, I just watched JoJo at Music Bank. Omigod, T…

Super Generation!

Status: Maknae love!!!! I wanna go to S.E.O.U.L.
Song: Sorry, Sorry by Super Junior and Gee by SNSD.

If I died right now, I would have died happy.

Leeteuk and Taeyeon?! Love. Just look at where's Teukie's hand is. Haha. I wanna be Taeyeon!!

Kyuhyun and Seohyun? LOVE. LOVE. LOVE.
They were so effingly cute. I can't stop squeeing and flailing around. Woah.

Haha, Shindong in a uniform?! Lolz forever.

Donghae and Sooyoung? I was hoping Jessica and Donghae but whatever. Sooyoung is sort of hot.

Sungmin and Jessica? Haha. Why are they only leaning on each other? but still cute.

Haha. Eunhyuk and Yesung appears like 2 seconds only. Iz sad.

Now, I have a story in my head about Leeteuk, Taeyeon and Siwon love triangle.

Leeteuk is madly in love with Taeyeon who also is in love with Siwon. I can imagine Taeyeon asking for Leeteuk's help to get her with Siwon.


Now, come to think of it. Where's Heechul, Hangeng, Yoona, Tiffany and the…

bb, get a haircut, plz.

Status: Not important.
Song: Love Rain by Kim Tae Woo. As much as I wanna loathe this dude, his song is so addictive.

Have you seen Donghae's new hairstyle? It's so so vair vair awful beyond repair. I can not love that hair.

And believe me, it's like he's turning into one of those Japanese celebrities who have such a long hair. Even longer than Jerry Yan's hair. Me no likey that guy. There's something about his smile.

If I ever meet him, the first thing I would do is took out my scissor and cut that hair.

I know Jenny's favourite guy, Sungmin is also experiencing the same thing. But compared to Hae's hair, Min's is so so so much worse. It's like he's wearing a wig.

Out of all the Super Junior, Leeteuk, Eunhyuk, and Kyuhyun have the best hair.

Eunhyuk is so sexy with his latest hair colour.

Teukie's hair is cute again. Yay.

Kyuhyun, I love all his hair! His Don't Don hair, his Sorry Sorry hair, an…

SHINee Iz Awesome Yo.

Status: I iz liking this style of writing. LOLZ.
Song: Replay and Ring Ding Dong by SHINee.

SHINee deserve some love from me. They're soo adorable. I feel like squeezing them. Gah. Each of them is absolutely effing-ly cute.
From left; Onew, Taemin, Jonghyun, Minho, Key.

Minho with his enchanting eyes, and The Hair. He's 19, I thought he looked older. Maybe it's because he's insanely tall.I know Nelly likes him. She won't let me have that awesome poster. Iz sad.

Onew, the leader who doesn't looked like a leader ( Teukie too.) is soo cute. I just want to pinch his cheeks. DUBU loves!!!

Key is such a diva. I think he spends his free times with practicing other bands' dance moves. Seriously. He even have a man-purse. Me likey this guy. Hot-potential.

Taemin is what you called The Maknae (Youngest.). His cheekbones is so so high. And I am starting to like his hairstyle. Haha. So unique.

Jonghyun, the man with voice. Or Dong…


Status: I need to keep this blog alive and awesome.
Song: That Girl's A Genius by Jet. I know! I am.

I just solved the Rubix cube. After all those years.

Thanks to Todd, I can't stop playing it. There is a moment where I could ditch this laptop for the rubix cube.